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Monday, December 28th, 2009
depression [ eiramlos ]	3:09a	How many of you... ( You are about to view content that may not be appropriate for minors. ) (5 Comments |Comment on this)
depression [ xkatie_angelx ]	7:30p	advice? ( You are about to view content that may not be appropriate for minors. ) (Comment on this)
depression [ pinkclay ]	1:59a	( You are about to view content that may not be appropriate for minors. ) Current Mood: depressed (2 Comments |Comment on this)
ga_fanfic [ maddisonislove ]	1:20a	Scar Title: Scar Author: maddisonislove Pairing: Mark and Addison. Rating: PG13 Word Count: 3,686 Disclaimer: Here Summary: He shakes his head incessantly. “We both fucked up.” It’s the most simple, obvious answer in the world but it explains so much. All the dysfunction and what not, their relationship being built off of one step forward and two steps back. Spoilers: Everything involving the crossover, basically. A triangle trying to squeeze through a circle, he tried to cut me so I'd fit (Comment on this)
Sunday, December 27th, 2009
theoc_fiction [ viper209n ]	11:34p	I hope everyone had a marvelous Chrismukkah. I definitely exceeded the word limit in this latest work. Shepherd (Comment on this)
depression [ rhythradio ]	9:08p	( You are about to view content that may not be appropriate for minors. ) (1 Comment |Comment on this)
depression [ cantseethrume ]	11:14p	( You are about to view content that may not be appropriate for minors. ) (Comment on this)
__addme [ yanderess ]	9:53p	Hiiii~ I'm eighteen and a Japanese major in college. I hope to become fluent someday and I also want to become fluent in Korean. I absolutely love anime, manga, video games (XBOX 360, DS, Wii, older systems, and I really want a PS3!), and Asian dramas, so if you are into those kind of fandoms, I'm sure we'll get along great! If you're not, that's cool too, as long as you're okay with mentions of them in my blog. :D. I also have some not-so-geeky interests. I really like drawing, film, and music. Some of my favourite movies are Fight Club, Where the Wild Things Are, Party Monster, and But I'm a Cheerleader. I'm homosexual and in a serious relationship. If you have a problem with that or are just looking for romance, look elsewhere~ I absolutely love etsy and buy handmade goods from there whenever I can afford it! I do most of my clothes shopping there as well. I collect plushes of random things like zombie bunnies and peanut butter jellyfishes. If any of this interests you and you think we could be friends, add me! I realised today that a lot of my flist is made up of dead journals and people who hardly talk to me. Please only add me if you are actually going to make an attempt to be my friend! I've met some of my closest friends on communities like this, so hopefully someone awesome comes my way~ If you just want to have numbers on your list, just move on to the next person, but if you actually want to be friends with me, let's give it a try! (Comment on this)
computerhelp [ lil_ani ]	9:27p	Help with Monitor Install. Operating System, Version and Service Pack: HP Pavillion. AMD Athlon(tm) XP 3000+. 2.10 GHz, 448 MB of RAM. Windows XP Home Edition. Version 2002. Service Pack 3. Web Browser and Version: Internet Explorer 8 Your level of experience: Intermediate When did the problem start? Since I installed it. Any steps you've taken to troubleshoot? I installed the driver disk expecting it to work after that, but it did not. Problem is with my monitor. It's a widescreen 1366x768 Dell HD monitor. I installed the drivers and such, but under Properties, my computer doesn't have the correct size. I chose the one closest to what I needed, but everything on my screen is stretched. I'm asking if there's anything I can do or what you suggest to do. It gives me the option for bigger sizes, but nothing that I really need. Nothing wide enough to match the height of what I need, so everything is stretched out. Any and all help would be greatly appreciated. Current Mood: hopeful (2 Comments |Comment on this)
depression [ varguez ]	4:09p	follow your dreams-not ( You are about to view content that may not be appropriate for minors. ) (2 Comments |Comment on this)
depression [ hungry_for_you ]	5:51p	( You are about to view content that may not be appropriate for minors. ) (3 Comments |Comment on this)
feochadn	3:07p	12-27 ( You are about to view content that may not be appropriate for minors. ) (2 Comments |Comment on this)
ga_fanfic [ salmon_scrubs ]	4:04p	Just One Wish On This Christmas Eve Pairing: Derek and Addison Spoilers: None Rating: PG 13 Summary: For the first time, Derek and Addison are truly spending Christmas apart and each find it harder than they expected.  As one might expect based on the title, this is loosely based off of the song "Merry Christmas, Darling."  Written for flipflop_diva - a belated Merry Christmas to you and I hope that you enjoy!! :) Just One Wish On This Christmas Eve (Comment on this)
theoc_fiction [ 60schic ]	2:21p	#21 yule This was the hardest one yet. It took a while but I managed it in 100. ( Read more... ) * * * * It will be New Year's Eve before I'm caught up....*sigh* Current Mood: determined (7 Comments |Comment on this)
unsentletters [ caramellatta ]	8:35p	Dear Josh, I don't wanna turn you into my new Mahmoud- that person I hardly know and whom I obsess about, that beautiful stranger whose greatness first intimidates me, then inspires me, then fills me with paralyzing shame. She said, "sometimes it's invigorating to wrap someone up in a cloak of perfection and just love everything about them." I'm in love with you. And as long as it's unshared, I guess I have the freedom to call my persistent, one-sided crush love. But why do I nourish it, stay faithful to it, and let it stop me from pursuing other, "real" relationships? I'm in love with you. And it kills me that you're in the world and I'm not part of your world. It kills to know you're out there, and that all I can do is watch your life play out in pictures from afar. And I'm sorry that my head was always so full of your nationality, that I let where you're from build a wall around you. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
unsentletters [ vixellette ]	11:38p	I wanna be like the actress in that romance movie Dear boy who works at the cybercafe, I thought I've already forgot your face. I WANT TO FORGET YOUR FACE, your traits, your voice and how you stare something or someone so shyly as the way you are... But guess what? I know it might sound stupid to you; I watched a movie of romance comedy tonight, and damn; one of the main actors almost has the same appearance like yours. His face, his hair, his lips, his accents, his eyebrows and the way he stared to the actress who took the role as his girlfriend... Shit. My heart almost broken watching it, since you just dumped me on last Tuesday. I just begin to already forget everything 'bout you, but to my disbelief I was enjoying the movie instead, which makes me... miss you again. ...and the most childish side of me wished that I wanted to be the girl like in that movie. The most ravishing customer you ever seen (I bet), Nina Current Mood: apathetic Current Music: Lacuna Coil - Within Me (Comment on this)
unsentletters [ himnskin ]	8:48a	You shouldn't be alone on Christmas Dear Memaw, I'm sorry I didn't come to the nursing home and visit you on Christmas. I wanted to so badly, I felt selfish, because nobody should spend Christmas without ones that love them. But last time we went it killed me that you didn't remember who I was and when I cried Mom yelled at me and told me I couldn't cry in front of you because it would make you upset and we would have to leave. I knew if you didn't remember on Christmas I wouldn't have been able to keep myself from crying, especially on that day. I was already upset all day because since you were moved to the nursing home this Christmas was different than any my entire life, since the time I was 3 we have been going to your house to spend with the family for lunch, this was the first Christmas in 18 yeas we haven't done that. I can't deal with changes like that, because the reason it changed breaks my heart. So please know it wasn't that I didn't want to see you, but I couldnt muster the emotional strength to do it. I do love you, whether you remember me or not. Your forgotten granddaughter Dear Mom, I didn't go see Grandma because I didn't want to upset her like all the other times I've gone and cried. It wasn't as selfish as you think, yes I wanted her to have a good Christmas, yes I thought it might be nice for her to see me. But I thought about what would happen when I cried, because I would have on that day no matter whether or not she remembered me or not. And I didn't want to upset her like last time, I hate when she gets angry because there is a "stranger" in her room crying, and then the nurses have to come in to get her under control. I just wanted her to be calm and happy on Christmas, I wasn't worried about me I was worried about her, that isn't selfish. I could have cared less whether I cried or not, because I still did at home, I just didn't want to upset her again. I need you to understand please because you ruined my Christmas by reminding me all day how selfish I was. Your depressed daughter (2 Comments |Comment on this)
unsentletters [ serraketo ]	10:56p	Dear J, Thank you for convincing me that you can't live without me. It means more to me than I can put into words. All the love in the world, plus some from Pluto and Saturn, S. (Comment on this)
dmhgficexchange [ itsbeenvery ]	1:38p	dmhgficexchange entries for week 3 Monday Dec 21 - Sunday Dec 27 A Change in the Weather [PG-13] for midnight_birth (fic) Parade of the Sun [NC-17] for yesterday4 (fic) List of entries for Week 1 List of entries for Week 2 Please check the lists for the previous weeks in order to see if your gift has been posted. If you gift has not yet been posted, believe me, your author/artist/pinch-hitter is working on it and will be submitting their entry soon. Rest assured the round will not close until everyone that has submitted a gift receive one in return. Authors/Artists: You're more than welcome to reply to comments you receive, but please be sure to comment anonymously in order to keep your identity a mystery until the reveal post goes up. Well, that's 27 gifts so far with 23 more to come! (Comment on this)
ga_fanfic [ devylish ]	12:21p	Fic Softer (yang/karev) NC17 Author Devylish Title Softer Pair Yang/Karev  Rating NC17 Words 3276 Prompt  'I hate you, you know that right' Warning/Spoiler/Summary Mild reference to spanking. None. Response to seasonal_smut, prompt using Cris/Alex, smut, and the phrase: ‘I hate you, you know that right’. Disclaimer All publicly recognizable characters, settings, plot, etc. are the property of the creators of the TV show Grey’s Anatomy. Any original characters, settings and plots are the property of devylish. devylish is in no way associated with the TV show Grey’s Anatomy and no copyright infringement is intended. This work is an amateur fan effort and no profit is being made.      ( Softer )   (4 Comments |Comment on this)
ga_fanfic [ slybrunette ]	12:59p	Weekly Fic Wrap Up, Dec 20 - Dec 26 Please let me know if I missed anything. Total Fics Posted: 16 Pairings: 9 Fics With Multiple Pairings: 1 ( Week of December 20th, 2009 ) (4 Comments |Comment on this)
ga_fanfic [ labelorlove ]	5:37p	Title: You know you're turning me on Pairing: Derek/Addison/Mark Rating: NC-17 Word Count: 2,053 Prompt: for seasonal_smut Mark/Addison/Derek: “Why are we naked? And why does my head hurt so motherfucking bad?” Summary: A Christmas, hotter and happier twist on the affair Author's Note: Okay, this was totally made up at the last minute and mistakes are my own! I also own nothing and not making any money from this! Heaven knows I tried to let you go I can't help myself, you know I'm out of control (Comment on this)
depression [ ezmorningrebel ]	12:32p	I know this is an insignificant problem, ( You are about to view content that may not be appropriate for minors. ) (11 Comments |Comment on this)
ga_fanfic [ punky_96 ]	1:57a	GA--Serendipity Trumps Tragedy Title: Serendipity Trumps Tragedy Author: Punky_96 Characters: Miranda Bailey, Preston Burke, Little Tuck, Grey 2000, and Erica Hahn Rating: PG-13 (Same as the show) Summary: 13 years after his first one, Tucker is brought in for surgery. Who will help him now? Disclaimer: on my LJ/DW Serendipity Trumps Tragedy:  Her voice was as deep as I remembered it. (Comment on this)
depression [ stalzz ]	2:16a	This is how I have been feeling.... ( You are about to view content that may not be appropriate for minors. ) (Comment on this)

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